Yesterday I asked myself this question and drew the King of Vessels (Heron) from the Wildwood Tarot. Today I asked “What else can I do?” and drew the 8 of Stones. Here are my thoughts:
As soon as I saw this card I got the sense that I need to let the heron’s bill pierce my heart. This card seems especially appropriate because I’ve felt the heron’s energy in my life lately. We’ve been visited by one several times over the last few months. He tends to visit when the weather is grey and rainy; a ghost barely visible in the misty day.
I looked up Heron in Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak and learned that it represents self-reliance and self-determination. They also straddle boundaries to some degree – connecting with the earth and water at the same time. Seeing this card appear in my reading made me think that I needed to embrace the Heron’s energy more in myself.
I don’t get the sense that my focus should be on manifesting this energy in the world or for others. It’s about channeling it into myself. Allowing my to embrace the Heron’s energies. I have been self-reliant and self-determined for many years. In fact I can get downright prickly about it. Perhaps the Heron is reminding me to embrace these qualities in myself and suggesting I find ways to straddle some boundaries of my own. I’m not sure how just yet but it’s pointing me in the right direction.
This is about planning to me. I need to take stock, assess my skills, interests and desires and then create a plan that will allow me to pursue them. Now is not necessarily the time to take action, it’s the time to take stock.
I’ve already been doing that in small ways – weeding out clothes, books, music, even Tarot decks that I don’t need anymore. It’s time to release some things into the world. At the same time I need to bring in some new things. I definitely need a new wardrobe (I haven’t bought anything new in some time). Before I start on a buying binge I want to come up with a strategy so that I’ll know what I really need rather than falling prey to a pretty color. Too often I just feel the urge to buy something and end up with items I’ll wear only once. I don’t want to waste that kind of money anymore (I can’t waste that kind of money anymore).
I want to take stock of what I’m truly interested in manifesting in my life – what do I want to do with myself? It’s been some time since I’ve even considered it and my previous path no longer holds any interest. I don’t need to rush into anything but I do need to take time and make plans, prioritize and strategize before manifesting.