Okay so this deck is offering me repeat messages that I may be incorrectly interpreting. Yesterday I drew the 2 of Disks reversed and the Shadow of Disks – which were exactly the same two cards I drew the day before. Today I once again drew the Witch of Disks paired with the 4 of Disks reversed. I drew the Witch of Disks last week as well, although she was reversed in that appearance.
I’m realizing that I need to do some reassessing and reevaluating. I think yesterday’s Shadow of Disks is a reminder that I need to get back to the bare bones of myself – who I am and what I what to do. Looking at the Witch of Disks, I think she can help me achieve that goal.
The messages I’m receiving from the Tarot of the Crone seem to be pointing me to the realm of the Dark Goddess. I realized as I spend time working with that deck that I am very comfortable with that energy and realm although I am not especially drawn to lunar energies. I am a dark solar being – a black hole sun if you will. The Lady on the Witch of Disks reminds me of the dark feminine energy portrayed with such power and beauty in the Dark Goddess Tarot.
The 4 of Disks reversed with its image of a 4-poster bed speaks to me of stability and security; the need to have a save place, a home base. Right now I’m almost a prisoner of the house so it may be safe and stable but it’s not especially enjoyable. The High Priestess painting hanging above the bed suggests I’ll find more answers by connecting with that energy as well. I’ll eventually work this out for myself. It make take longer than I’d like and perhaps the destination won’t be what I initially planned but I get the sense I’ll be pleased with the results.